I can tell you that I have spent a lot of time over the years doing hobby or leisure type activities. Besides my addiction to porn, I’ve logged hundreds of hours playing video games. I’m sure I’ve spent even more time binge watching shows and movies.
But, what do I have to show for it? Has it changed me for the better? Has it deepened my relationship with God and others? If I am truly honest about it, the time was spent simply to satisfy myself. These were all self-medicating distractions to keep my mind off of what was really going on in my life. Instead of seeking God and His presence, I chose to isolate and sequester myself in a fantasy world. Now, I want more and these hobbies and distractions are not fulfilling me.Read More